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On My Own
02:14
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Big old pile of grass
yeah I got that on my own
Big old pile of cash
yeah I got that on my own
Lemme hit the stash
yeah I’ll cop that on my own
I got that on my own
I'm sorry that you don’t
Try harder hoe you better work smarter
you want the smoke, fire starter
but you pushin it per quarter
got this big old pile of tree
and this big old pile of cs
wins the only policy
then get a mansion by the sea
i don’t want no handout
i don’t wanna owe you one
just got a bone can’t throw you one
and saying please is overdone
whole life been a stand out
fuck bein good when you know you’re great
held me back couldn’t hold the weight
and them gate keepers just old and fake
they scared that they might lose a plate if everybody eating
but they living for the weekend
and I’m diving in the deep end
in the same block creeping
offense the best defense
I'm sick of breaking even
so I’ll make it my season
right now
Big old pile of grass
yeah I got that on my own
Big old pile of cash
yeah I got that on my own
Lemme hit the stash
yeah I’ll cop that on my own
I got that on my own
I'm sorry that you don’t
Built it myself in my mommas garage
Aim is on point think it’s time you should dodge
Think you can see me that’s just a mirage
Fresh and I’m clean cuz i came from the wash
It’s all for the Nam
Outcasts outlast better believe it
Cash in my palm
Makin my way and I know that you see it
Big old pile of grass
yeah I got that on my own
Big old pile of cash
yeah I got that on my own
Lemme hit the stash
yeah I’ll cop that on my own
I got that on my own
I'm sorry that you don’t
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2. |
Arrive
02:31
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I swear to god I’ma have to die
Before I feel alive
I’m already gone Half the time
But I still arrive (x2)
Lookin down the barrel of a gun again
Might regret it if i think on what I done again
Evil like the nicotine i roll it in
I accept it tho I wouldn't take the mulligan
Smoking hoping I could stay numb to it
I always seem to stumble when they run through it
Goin through the motions but i swear I won’t do it no more
I been tryna stay positive
Tryna keep my head above the water and
Tryna find a reason to keep bothering
I know that somethings gotta give
I swear to god I’ma have to die
Before I feel alive
I’m already gone Half the time
But I still arrive (x2)
Each day same as last day sick of the routine can’t get my act straight.
I like to step up out of bed and shoot myself in the foot
Covered up the mirror too scared to look
I'm feeling ugly
Feel like it’s a lie and you don’t love me
Always takin hits like it’s rugby
Life been a bitch smiling smugly
Smoking hoping I could stay numb to it
I always seem to stumble when they run through it
Goin through the motions but i swear I won’t do it no more
I swear to god I’ma have to die
Before I feel alive
I’m already gone Half the time
But I still arrive (x2)
swear to god I'ma have to die
swear to god i'ma have to die
I'm already gone half the time
but I still arrive
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3. |
Alone But Free
02:53
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I don’t miss the fights
I don’t miss the nights spent staring at the ceiling
just tryna find the bright side
I could waste a life time
waiting for the right words
hype turned to hate
and it sucks we losing sight
we used to be entangled like a bolo
yeah I miss the highs
but I only see the low blows
tears in your eyes and they falling down slow mo
oh no
I don’t think I’m buyin it
think I’ll ride solo
now I’m alone but I’m free
It’s a long recovery
you were supposed to hold me down but you only smothered me
and I told the other me he better chill out
even though he takes way more than he deal out
I don’t miss the fear
shit I felt alone when you were here
when I’m low I’m on my own and when I’m up then you appear
I hate the way you made me hate beer
with you it’s zero to 100 one gear
kinda miss the physical
but I don’t miss when the screaming got physical
treat me like a bitch shit i could leave you critical
I hate the way you made me so cynical
I won’t miss how you made everything political
Cuz residual anger is seeping into new days
And when I’m dreaming I find that I see a new face
I’m getting tired of it like tacos on a Tuesday
with you the pain doesn’t fade like a toothache
I could tell you two things
I love you but I’m finished
tired of getting punished
need my energy replenished
ima dead it been got the shirt printed
if I stay I think I’ll end up in a clinic or worse
ill put us both in a hearse
why do you act like it’s cool but then still treat me the worst
you’re so pretty
but you packing hurt in your purse
you’re so petty
packing too much baggage for one person
Throwing blame as a diversion
you know what you did
dancing with the devil
yeah you know where you slid
ooh
I could air out how you live
but I’d never put your business on the grid I’m not like that
when i was weak you’d always take the chance to strike back
seeing red
keep my feet up on the right path
you plus me problems that’s light math
Got me pouring out my sorrow with a night cap
I don’t miss the way you doubted my integrity
Or how you left these broken bottles as your legacy
and even though we end as enemies
I hope you think about the way I smashed with every bed you see
fuck the memory I’m out to chase the moment
I don’t even care about the blame
I own it
I used to think of you as my only
but I’d rather be alone it’s easy to be lonely
I guess I don’t need no body
Hmm
How did it get so bloody
And that wasn’t my intent so sorry
Guess I gotta take off running
Alone but I’m free
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4. |
Ciao
03:12
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Let me paint you a picture
I been speaking scripture
you could follow that
I preferred my drugs in a mixture
I’d take all of that
I always thought that blood was thicker
why they fallin back
I used to think I could fix her if i called her back
I had to grow up
From the streets we’d throw up
What you even talkin on
if you didn’t know us
I just had to focus
cus I was at my lowest
Journey bogus
but I’m standing that’s a bonus
like wow
The fuck you mean that I’m not allowed
Working see the sweat up on my brow
Question that then was you ever down
Lookin at my haters like ciao
Fresh rogues
crisp dough
never creased
lets go
never sleep
best smoke
now I’m good on debts owed
shit seems
death slow
still winning
guess so
I could never let opinions phase me that’s a policy
Still I’m never too proud for apologies
I’m a lion but I still don’t buy astrology
Wait before you fall asleep
Let me paint you a picture
I been speaking scripture
you could follow that
I preferred my drugs in a mixture
I’d take all of that
I always thought that blood was thicker
why they fallin back
I used to think I could fix her if i called her back
I had to grow up
From the streets we’d throw up
What you even talkin on
if you didn’t know us
I just had to focus
cus i was at my lowest
Journey bogus
but I’m standing that’s a bonus
like wow
The fuck you mean that I’m not allowed
Working see the sweat up on my brow
Question that then was you ever down
Lookin at my haters like ciao
Came up
presto
I keep one eye open
lookin like I’m Deathstroke
Steel focus
metal headed call me Destro
Bars and manifestos I been my family’s best hope
I been discounted felt left out the lexicon
Seems that evils all that I have ever been effective on
Before your life is gone I hope you see life’s just a con
It’s something I could give perspective on
Let me paint you a picture
I been speaking scripture
you could follow that
I preferred my drugs in a mixture
I’d take all of that
I always thought that blood was thicker
why they fallin back
I used to think I could fix her if i called her back
I had to grow up
From the streets we’d throw up
What you even talkin on
if you didn’t know us
I just had to focus
cus I was at my lowest
Journey bogus
but I’m standing that’s a bonus
like wow
The fuck you mean that I’m not allowed
Working see the sweat up on my brow
Question that then was you ever down
Lookin at my haters like ciao
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5. |
Something Different
03:20
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They tellin me there's hoops I should boost through
They tellin me to change
I refuse to
But I don't trust myself like I used to
Shoot
Sorry I become something different in the night time
Lost in the stars when I'm zoomin through the night sky
Might be on some drugs if it's feeling like the right time
Might be down to plug if you think you feelin likewise
Im fine
Pass the reigns
I don't know if this is real
Jesus take the wheel
Drifting through lanes
With the devil on my heels
Jesus take the wheel
That horizon creeping up on me
Marijuana smoke is stuck on me
Sometimes i feel the worlds to much for me
Fake ones duck that’s just luck for me
Cuz we been on a roll
While we been on the road
Demons on my shoulder
and the voices getting old
Sorry I become something different in the night time
Lost in the stars when I'm zoomin through the night sky
Might be on some drugs if it's feeling like the right time
Might be down to plug if you think you feelin likewise
Im fine
Pass the reigns
I don't know if this is real
Jesus take the wheel
Drifting through lanes
With the devil on my heels
Jesus take the wheel
Tired of tryna take control
ima ride the wave
Good and evil i dunno which side that I'ma take
Even though i swear that my fate is mine to make
I always gotta find some time to waste
I’m happy to oblige
if you want try
Anything you want like it’s dinner time
I dunno if it’s demons or my inner guide
But they saying Goin slows the only way I’m ever gonna die
They tellin me there's hoops I should boost through
They tellin me to change
I refuse to
But I don't trust myself like I used to
Shoot
Sorry I become something different in the night time
Lost in the stars when I'm zoomin through the night sky
Might be on some drugs if it's feeling like the right time
Might be down to plug if you think you feelin likewise
Im fine
Pass the reigns
I don't know if this is real
Jesus take the wheel
Drifting through lanes
With the devil on my heels
Jesus take the wheel
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6. |
On My Own Instrumental
02:14
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7. |
Arrive Instrumental
02:36
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9. |
Ciao Instrumental
03:12
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