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Shawn Solo is Gross

by Shawn Solo Beats

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I’m brad bramish, dammit, no scratch that I’m a leather jacket wrapped knapsack I’m the ace and the face card of hearts in the form of a dart that is lobbed at the abstract I’m gwen stacy, baby, no scratch that I’m a spider webbing wrapped matchstick I’m the ace and the face card of diamonds and my skin is thin as a mountain is flat when the path only forks so we know who’s wrong the only practical freedom is not to belong ain’t a damn thing fair but there was time now like ready, fire, aim, kid, shoot your eye out I am but Jack’s hacked outlook on life that’s that and it’s a catch that’s eleven twice the terror that flaps in the night is the chance you’re the same machine that you rage against what if a dog had pants but the answer is given in the form of a cardboard box you can live in all is weird flex driven, being growled through fences till the best built prison is a hollow incentive we follow the path that the pack is impressed with or bark ain’t the worst of the parts that we’re left with a flagrant request from a beta, I guess but this place is a mess that is hardly managed I’m brad bramish dammit I’m brad bramish I’m brad bramish, dammit, no scratch that I’m a leather jacket wrapped knapsack I’m the ace and the face card of hearts in the form of a dart that is lobbed at the abstract the truth of a man lies in what they hide, though a miserable pile up of honoured cycles not by the hair of my chin or thigh or shins would my diligence suffice as defense it’s all play pretend till the cracks are evident the last action asshole’s a casual deviant adapt with comedic responses when processing stress remember then to ask how to dress couldn’t care a bit less for the laws of lobsters but accustomed to tasting the fronts of lockers what else did you think that the jaws were locked for? hit bottom so hard that it made the top sore no encores please, just judge the performance a poor thing’s version of reserved conformance of course it’s killing me but I’m dropping patiently cause no one is scaling these walls to save me I’m gwen stacy baby I’m gwen stacy I’m gwen stacy, baby, no scratch that I’m a spider webbing wrapped matchstick I’m the ace and the face card of diamonds and my skin is thin as a mountain is flat
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Alpha: “Lemme just get a rum and coke, man… yeah, Bacardi’s cool.” Bartender: “You all right man?” Alpha: “Nah, man, but it is what it is.” Bartender: “You wanna talk about it?” Alpha: “Nah… well… actually…” I got some news today, tore me up, made me feel some type of way Wasn’t ready for it, thought I had a chance to prep You know, like the Bats wit’ the belt and shit Not a chance, she hit me wit’ it, bro All this time, she never love me though Which got me a little confused Cause yesterday, she was singing the blues Talkin’ bout she waited for someone like me I been thinkin’ for months I to make her wifey Now my man’s tellin’ me she been behind my back And went and had fun with friends and him and them at that Now I’m sitting here, sipping on this drink, chillin’ in this bar My man on stage playing that guitar What’s that? A Gibson Les Paul? That’s gotta be the ’69, pickups and all Used to wanna own one of them was I was younger Before all this love bullshit took over But yeah, man, just like that, months and months gone Down the drain, rat-a-tat-tat Guess I don’t mean shit, fuck it up Everybody always trying gas me, suck it up Sitting here throwing misery on your shoes You get enough of this bullshit, payin’ dues But I mean I’mma tip you big So what the fuck you gotta lose Bartender: “Damn, you drained that glass already. You need something else?” Alpha: “Yeah, just gimme another and make it double.” Here’s the shit I don’t understand man Got something good, I follow all the plans man Relationship guides and Cosmo and Maxim I’m askin’ what the fuck am I lackin, captain Supposed to be the big man on campus, bro I was bout to fly her out to the Hamptons, bro Thought I was supposed to be like Kanye Without the red hat and the bleached blonde babe But nah, y’all just don’t see the genius … uh… shit I’ll be back, I gotta drain this penis Fuck *peeing noise* It’s like nobody really understands We was supposed to last a lifetime with these plans Fuck, did I do that rhyme already? Lemme lean up against this wall, can’t hold myself steady They be like you attractive with a great smile But the smile don’t mean shit if she ain’t mine Fuck I’m dizzy, I need another drink Maybe two or three till I can’t even think Cause all I’m seeing is her fuckin’ face And them pretty eyes that lit up my day Drinking the pain away Hey bartender, lemme get about three more I’m trying get so fucked up I can’t see the floor, bro Bartender: “No. You’re done.” Alpha: “Man… fuck you. I’mma go play in traffic or some shit. Fuck this bar… and fuck your tip. Hey but you good on the guitar my dude.”
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VERSE 1 Have you ever felt Nothing’s going right Everything’s so dark You can’t see the light You can’t even breathe Holding on too tight Choking on anxiety Trying hard with all your might Have you ever felt Everything’s a mess You can’t measure up To everyone’s success You can’t understand How everyone’s so blessed While you’re still barely hanging on Telling no one you’re depressed But I’m gonna tell you right now I’m gonna show you just how This ain’t how your story’s ending This ain’t how you’re going down You got the strength inside you You got the power to push through You got the brains and the courage and the heart To become anything that you want to You gotta keep on moving You gotta keep improving Even in the face of doubt Even when you’re striking out When they’re all disapproving You got determination Fearless in your frustration Dare to believe in what you can achieve To believe in your own creation CHORUS: When life knocks you to the ground Pushes you around It ain’t gonna keep you down When life feels like it’ll end You ain’t gonna stop You know you’ll get up again When life knocks you to the ground Pushes you around It ain’t gonna keep you down When life feels like it’ll end You ain’t gonna stop You’ll get up again VERSE 2 I was too afraid Couldn’t break a rule Hid behind a mask Acted like a fool I was so deranged, so ashamed Couldn’t feel my heart Didn’t know that my obedience Was tearing me apart Did what I was told Couldn’t figure out Why I wasn’t happy Or what my life was all about Then I ran away Just to save myself Didn’t want to spend my life Pretending to be someone else Then I began to wander Couldn’t lie any longer Suffered through the pain Thought I had gone insane What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger Racism and rejection Emphasized imperfection Constantly told that I didn’t fit the mold And, for years, I had lost my direction Struggled with integration Into a foreign nation Tried to fit in But I couldn’t begin to progress I got lost in translation Lonely and suicidal Years after my arrival Then I made a choice Deep within me, a voice Gave me strength for my own survival BRIDGE This shall pass It’s temporary You are strong Extraordinary This shall pass It’s temporary You are strong Extraordinary Trying to feel a fire Burning with a desire Even when life seems dire Be the one to inspire Be the one you admire To the heights you aspire This is your hour You have the power Courage to take you higher Blinding them with your brilliance You’re more than your appearance Trust in your own persistence If you just go the distance To be the person you’re meant to Now understanding your value You can be great It’s not too late Become the best version of you
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released May 3, 2019

Produced by Shawn Solo
Mastered by Bill Beats
Artwork by Lex Lingo
Album photo by Dylan Walker

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