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Alone But Free

from On My Own by Lex Lingo & Shawn Solo Beats

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I don’t miss the fights
I don’t miss the nights spent staring at the ceiling
just tryna find the bright side
I could waste a life time
waiting for the right words
hype turned to hate
and it sucks we losing sight
we used to be entangled like a bolo
yeah I miss the highs
but I only see the low blows
tears in your eyes and they falling down slow mo
oh no
I don’t think I’m buyin it
think I’ll ride solo
now I’m alone but I’m free
It’s a long recovery
you were supposed to hold me down but you only smothered me
and I told the other me he better chill out
even though he takes way more than he deal out
I don’t miss the fear
shit I felt alone when you were here
when I’m low I’m on my own and when I’m up then you appear
I hate the way you made me hate beer
with you it’s zero to 100 one gear
kinda miss the physical
but I don’t miss when the screaming got physical
treat me like a bitch shit i could leave you critical
I hate the way you made me so cynical
I won’t miss how you made everything political

Cuz residual anger is seeping into new days
And when I’m dreaming I find that I see a new face
I’m getting tired of it like tacos on a Tuesday
with you the pain doesn’t fade like a toothache
I could tell you two things
I love you but I’m finished
tired of getting punished
need my energy replenished
ima dead it been got the shirt printed
if I stay I think I’ll end up in a clinic or worse
ill put us both in a hearse
why do you act like it’s cool but then still treat me the worst
you’re so pretty
but you packing hurt in your purse
you’re so petty
packing too much baggage for one person
Throwing blame as a diversion
you know what you did
dancing with the devil
yeah you know where you slid
ooh
I could air out how you live
but I’d never put your business on the grid I’m not like that
when i was weak you’d always take the chance to strike back
seeing red
keep my feet up on the right path
you plus me problems that’s light math
Got me pouring out my sorrow with a night cap

I don’t miss the way you doubted my integrity
Or how you left these broken bottles as your legacy
and even though we end as enemies
I hope you think about the way I smashed with every bed you see
fuck the memory I’m out to chase the moment
I don’t even care about the blame
I own it
I used to think of you as my only
but I’d rather be alone it’s easy to be lonely


I guess I don’t need no body
Hmm
How did it get so bloody
And that wasn’t my intent so sorry
Guess I gotta take off running
Alone but I’m free

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from On My Own, released October 2, 2020
vocals: Lex Lingo
produced, mixed, & mastered : Shawn Solo

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