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I swear to god I’ma have to die
Before I feel alive
I’m already gone Half the time
But I still arrive (x2)

Lookin down the barrel of a gun again
Might regret it if i think on what I done again
Evil like the nicotine i roll it in
I accept it tho I wouldn't take the mulligan

Smoking hoping I could stay numb to it
I always seem to stumble when they run through it
Goin through the motions but i swear I won’t do it no more

I been tryna stay positive
Tryna keep my head above the water and
Tryna find a reason to keep bothering
I know that somethings gotta give

I swear to god I’ma have to die
Before I feel alive
I’m already gone Half the time
But I still arrive (x2)

Each day same as last day sick of the routine can’t get my act straight.
I like to step up out of bed and shoot myself in the foot
Covered up the mirror too scared to look
I'm feeling ugly
Feel like it’s a lie and you don’t love me
Always takin hits like it’s rugby
Life been a bitch smiling smugly

Smoking hoping I could stay numb to it
I always seem to stumble when they run through it
Goin through the motions but i swear I won’t do it no more

I swear to god I’ma have to die
Before I feel alive
I’m already gone Half the time
But I still arrive (x2)

swear to god I'ma have to die
swear to god i'ma have to die
I'm already gone half the time
but I still arrive

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from On My Own, released October 2, 2020
vocals: Lex Lingo
produced, mixed, & mastered : Shawn Solo

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